Over it

I'm officially over my doctors office. I'm 38wks and have no clue how much baby weighs and haven't had my cervix checked for dilation. Only reason I knew I was only dilated 1cm was because I had to go to the ERand they checked me. All of my appointments consist of is "how are you feeling? Oh? Well that's normal. Heart rate is perfect! See you next week." 😒 I'm so in the dark at this point. I know absolutely nothing.