BFN ( First response ) test

Mar
So I tested today Bfn! My AF is due in 5 days so I guess this is not my month! 😢 I'm so sad but at the same time I'm happy because I'm going on a cruise with my stupid!! AF 😡 I will get it the first day of my vacation 😪😪 I'm trying to be positive 😑 
Congrats to all of you that got BFP! 😊 
I still think things happens for a reason.Â