I can't stop crying

Erin • Married with 2 beautiful boys & now expecting our 3rd BOY!!
I know I'm probably going to be told I should be happy that I'm pregnant because not a lot of woman can get pregnant but I'm having a really difficult time with the way I look. I've always had a problem with the way I looked, even before I got pregnant.. But now being 6 months pregnant with my second I'm having an even harder time with the way I look. I hate the way I look so much that I do anything possible to avoid mirrors or getting my picture taken.. I'm sitting in my bathroom floor crying while writing this... My husband says he loves me no matter what and that he thinks I'm attractive and beautiful still but every time I look in the mirror, all I see is a fat whale. I wasn't skinny to begin with before I got pregnant again but I can't handle this. The scale has not moved since I got pregnant but with each passing month my stomach just keeps getting bigger and bigger as I get further along in my pregnancy... I know I can try to lose the weight after I give birth but I'm just really having a hard time right now and have no one else to vent to. I feel like a disgusting, ugly, whale. Doing my hair and make up doesn't even help... I just don't wanna feel like this anymore 😭😭