Anxious

AF due Monday. Took hpt (first response) yesterday was negative. I'm 12dpo today. Last night my husband cooked steak and I told him it smelt disgusting and asked if he was almost done....he cooked steak last week and I told him it smelt delicious. I'm still getting high fertility readings with the clear blue advance digital opk. The results mean I have high levels of estrogen which you do in pregnancy. I'm really hoping this month is my month! What do you ladies think?!