Am I right to feel this way?..

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So basically my doctor told me that the chances of me having a child are very slim due to having chemo, when I told my mum she seemed upset for me. But recently she's been joking about it and saying hurtful things and it's really upsetting me. My SO knows about it and he said there's always <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> or adoption if I can't conceive naturally. Now that I've had a falling out with my mum, she's told most of my family (which I didn't want her to) and now they're all treating me like I'm completely different. I feel so hurt right now and I just don't even know if I ever want to try after my mum saying its best if I didn't have one anyway😫😫