I Literally just had my 4th very very early chemical pregnancy miscarriage now every time I get pregnant I don't jump for joy because I know in a week I'll just get my period and lose the pregnancy as if I wasn't even pregnant I'm so angry all the time I don't feel like a female at all or even equal to a female my heart is beyond shattered and broken I've been trying since November of 2015 and only had chemical pregnancies that all failed before my period was even due I'm never pregnant long to even miss my period my HCG levels only go up to an 8 and they never double like they should and the test line never gets dark it always stays faint and then goes away and I get my period on time and it's such a tease to get pregnant 4 times to only see a very faint line and then see that line never get darker and only stays faint and then gets fainter and then becomes negative and then get my period and also hear the doctors say your hormones are extremely low my hormones never have been over a 9 like what the hell is that I get so frustrated how everyone else around me can so easily get pregnant with no problems and their hormones double like they should and they have a successful pregnancy and have a healthy baby I feel like I will never have a baby and I have no one to talk to....sorry for my long comment I just really need to vent all I ever wanted in life was to have a baby and ever since I was a young teenager I always had a feeling I wouldn't be able to have a baby everything always has to come so hard for me yet so easy for everyone else other people don't even have to try they just have sex and get pregnant and have a healthy and normal pregnancy and baby and their hormones and bodies aren't messed up to where they can't keep a pregnancy everyone else's hormones are fine and their HCG levels double like they should I don't feel like a female at all if my body can't do what a female body is designed to do I get to watch everyone else around me get pregnant with no problems at all I just feel so useless and a waste of life