I am excited right now! Because we are trying again after our lost of our baby on December 5th. This was our first and we were very excited and happy. But after the lost we knew that it wasn't time yet. Even after being very sad and angry. It just wasn't our time yet. We have started back after my first cycle, our doctor said to wait two cycles. But we went after one, I hope that doesn't hurt us, we just couldn't help it. I know most of y'all will understand. We want a baby so bad!  I hope and pray we have made a baby this time and everyone else out there, that is trying so hard to have their miracle baby! Baby dust to everyone!!! This wasn't a question or concern message but a hopeful message to everyone out there trying for their rainbow baby! Baby DUST to everyone of y'all beautiful ladies!!!