Okay so I have been in a long term committed relationship to my Australian boyfriend for over a year now, he's spent that time with me in London. In May, we have plans to move to Australia together, and at first I was really excited, but now all I feel is pressure, and doesn't seem as concerned for my feelings. He gets mad when I seem nervous about it (as if moving to the otherside of the world isn't a big deal???) and has just been a huge dick to me the past month over it, and quite verbally abusive.  Also, I am dropping out of uni for this, which is also why I'm in two head spaces about it. He gets so mad, and doesn't even want me to talk to someone about it first. I just have to do what he wants, and he makes me feel like shit if I have any little doubt about it. From the way he has acted it's made me question whether I even want to stay with him, but I am so in love with him☹ I know I have a few months hence however I have to stay paying and finalising for things now, do I end it with him and carry on my bleak life at uni or just suck it up with a verbally abusive boyfriend and take the chance I would never get again?