Pregnant with my sis and not going so well.... Help!!

Bree • Serving our country, loving God, cherishing people and being present in each moment
Before we were both pregnant we were very close.  My sis knew we were trying and was so excited for us.  She has 2 other kids and wanted us to have kids so much earlier but we were just wanting to travel and have fun.
She suprised me and told me she was pregnant and was trying the same time we were but were but didn't want to tell me before... I was shocked and hurt because I wish she would have told me they were trying.  Of corse I was pregnant because it was before I found out I was pregnant.  She was so excited to be pregnant together and I think I would too if it wasn't my first. I was very excited to do this on my own....  We are two weeks part with her being the first and I have distanced myself.  Not to be hurtful but just because I want her to have joy and my to have ours too.
She is very hurt and wants to announce together and do everything together. And sadly I don't.....  I don't want to share.  I don't know if it's a sister thing or because when we got married I shared all the excitement with another sister and two friends the same summer...  We are 4 months and it is just awkward and breaks my heart. 
How can I make this better? Just get over it? 

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