Please help!

Alyssa β€’ Mommy to Arabella Nova βœ¨πŸŒ™
I lost my best friend when I was 13/14. I have been threw a lot and I was just wondering if anyone could help me get a peace of mind. Also me and my fiancΓ© have been ttc and I was wondering if you see a baby in the near future??? Anything would be nice thank you so much!!!