trigger warning** rape

has anyone here been raped and too embarrassed/ashamed to ever admit it or do something about it? how do you cope with these feelings? i get flash backs even though it happened about 3 years ago and i live in the same town as this person. i'm afraid no one will believe me if i told them what happened, i haven't told a soul. not even my best friend. it's just been bothering me alot lately.

edit** this person thinks it's okay that it happened and doesn't see it as rape. but i was unable to consent (i was passed out drunk and on multiple drugs) and when i came to my senses i told him to stop and i was crying, but he wouldn't stop.