Cold feet.

I'm unfortunately going to be a single mommy. So it will be just baby and me. Luckily I will have the help and support of my mother. (As in "mom can you rub my back" support lol) Is anyone else really nervous and confused? I feel like it's corny for me to be so in love with someone I haven't met yet but I really am. I'm scared because I really wanted to wait until I was much older and married. I'm scared because I have to work my butt off financially but I am scared to be away from him too long. I'm just so scared and really confused how much the thought of having to leave him with Abuela to go to work makes me really want to cry. And don't get me started on my pregnancy symptoms. I'm so lucky to have him but I'm so excited and scared to hold him and look into his little eyes.