So 38.2 weeks and so very over been pregnant. Iv been trying for a baby for the last 7-8 years and was so happy to get pregnant I felt like the luckiest person in the world. From 5-13 weeks I was so sick I lost 2stone and was really struggling with the pregnancy and very depressed. For about a week at 13 weeks I felt great but from then on I have been in constant pain and bed rest and if I'm honest could not connect with my baby and felt like I hated him. I have hated the whole pregnancy and I feel like a horrible person because all I have wanted was a baby and now I honestly regret getting pregnant. I know how lucky I am and I know or hope things will change when he's here but at the moment I just want him out and away from me. My OH is so supportive and has been a rock I honestly couldn't  ask for anyone better and I know I'm so lucky for this experience I'm just really really struggling to feel that way at the moment.