I would have been due in 2 days 😢

So just some sad venting guys...im in my 2ww and i just realized that if i had not had my mc last 4th of july i wld be having a baby in 2 days 😢 still makes me sad and i know its mostly bc i want a baby so bad and knowing that it might not ever happen sucks...plus all my friends r having kids right now and im like man i would be having one in 2 days if it wld have stuck! My best friend had her baby 2 weeks ago and my cousin is due in 3 weeks, not to mention i know 3 ppl due in march and 2 in may 😔 and now my SO says hes done trying  and wants me to go back on bc 💔