Im late but ....

I'm late but I don't want to get my hopes up and then be let down when it gets here. I maybe reading to much into it but me and my S.O have been trying. I think a little to hard but this is what I want. Sometimes I feel like I want it to bad and its not happening which is depressing. Go to work and all I see is women with these big belly or just had there baby's. And that's all I want to feel my own child growing inside of me. 😢

My twin sister just had a miscarriage not a week ago and I felt like it was happening to me the whole time. At this time I didn't know that she was going through this but I felt it all just not the blood but the pain ooo yes I felt it. I know it sound crazy but it truly happen I haven't been the same since it happen. I don't know why but every time me and the SO have sex now afterward my stomach hurts. I guess I'm just in my feeling about this and reading to much into nothing. Thanks for listening