F#cked my best friend's boyfriend *update*

Yes she found out!! I haven't talked to her. But he screen shotted me her asking him and he admitted it!!!! And told her he doesn't want to be with her anymore!!! I feel so shitty I don't know what the fuck to do.

yes I said I had a crush on him many years ago, and kissed him before they were together but I had no plans of doing this. He told me he always wanted me ever since the first time we kissed. He told me he was only with her because he couldn't get me. And now that he got me, he broke up with her!!!

Now she's still calling and texting me but I blocked her from my phone. I do want him too after that night I can't stop thinking of him..and I don't know how to face her. I know she will never forgive me and probably will fight...I just don't know what to say I feel like shit. And don't plan on seeing him right now.... Just need to by by myself until I figure all this out