Whats the problem? Is it me?

I dont understand. I have a high sex drive ( so i have been told) but this i cant do this. Me and my husband have been TTC for over 2 yrs and i have explained to him every month thier is a special time place everything. We need to get it perfect in order for us to have a baby. He thinks its complete BS.

Any way when i hit my peek and my body is ready im also ready i want him so bad non stop(you know what i mean, your horny for no reason and will do anything to get it). But for the past yr hes been shutting me out. Telling me hes not in the mood or pretense hes sleeping. We only have sex when he wants it( maybe once a month. If im lucky). And he holds out for so long that when it finally happenes its a 5 minute thing and over. Im sitting thier being rushed with feelings and emotions. Is it me? Am i not attractive to him any more? Is it my body? Have i done something wrong? I try and talk to him and he tells me im overreacting. He dosent know what im talking about. What do i do im so lost right now. And im so sick of watching porn and doing things my self. Other men are slowly starting to look attractive. Iv never noticed other men before. But a yr of this. Jes starting to push me away and he gets mad when i say that.