Erm.. Friend drama? Help?
So, I have a group of my best friends. 3 of us have been bffs since 4th grade, one recently joined this year at school. I walk home with one, lets just call her M. I also have a little 6th grade brother, lets call him B.
So, B decided he would buy me and my friend something, so he did and we were walking home with my friend (it was after school) and M starts blabbing about my love life. She said how I liked this boy since 5th grade, how we went to the dance together, about him asking me out. My brother and her and making fun of me about it. See, I'm not allowed to date yet in my family, I'm in middle school. If they knew they would tease my forever. So I start walking faster because I want to get home. She starts yelling "Wait! Are you mad at me??" And I just walked inside my house and left her be, while she walked to her own house. It really infuriates me, because my and B hate each other most of the time, and he'll tell my parents, and I'll get teased and I hate that.
You might be thinking I need new friends. I can't do that right now. They know all my secrets and will gladly blab about it to everyone. I'm also moving in a few months, and after that I'll likely never see them again. I'm really upset about it, I always cry whenever I think about it. Yeah, she's a jerk, but she's my best friend. They all are. I've never had such a close relationship (friendship, I mean) with anyone, not even my own parents. I hate showing people my feelings.
What do I do? If I just flat out tell her how I feel like I've done before, she says "oh well sucks." Then she'll tell everyone else in my Friend group and they'll all laugh and say more. They accused me of lying and being a b*tch when I told them how I felt, because they'd previously bullied me. I said I felt depressed (I realize I shouldn't have, but I was angry and I felt betrayed) and they laughed. I'm so lost, they make me so mad but I could never just leave the group. Even though I hate them sometimes, they're still my best friends. I don't know what to do. Despite how they do this, I finally feel like I belong somewhere. They don't bully me or anything anymore, at all. The most they do is jokingly tell people stuff I never said. They never judge me anymore or anything. Just, they tell information I don't want to be said.
...Help?
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