D&C recovery

I had to have a D&C yesterday, because my body would not passed everything naturally even with the help of pills. I am thankful for the staff I had they didn't make me say fifty thousand times why I was there. Some of them also prayed with me and let my family back on recovery instead of making me recover by myself. I woke up just now hurting. I feel selfish because I am so glad the main pain is over. I wanted to heal physically so I could heal emotionally. Each time the cramping starts it is like I bad night made all over again. I can't not wait until I have a rainbow baby and the pregnancy sticks. This is my second miscarriage since November. I am praying for everyone in this group!