Scared for a BFN

TriciaS
So my beta test is Monday after my first round of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and I'm terrified it's going to be negative. I have been TTC for almost 3 years and after much debate my husband and I finally decided on to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> even though we are paying everything out of pocket. We took out a small loan that is going to take a
Long time to pay back. Now I'm not trying to be a negative nancy but I am so worried it will come back negative. After all this time we have financially exhausted all other options and I have high sperm antibodies so there is no chance of getting pregnant naturally. My husband is fine his speech count is good. I am so worried if this doesn't work then we have no other options. We can't afford another round of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> at least not yet. I'm so worried I will fail is both...anyone else dreading their beta test?