Severe Depression

Does anyone else feel like they're in a deep, severe depression after miscarriage? I've had two miscarriages in the past 6 months and just can't seem to move on. We haven't been able to get pregnant again since, and I just feel like I'm dying inside. People are so insensitive toward us, and it's like my heart literally hurts. I have been crying everyday. Nothing seems to make me happy. I just don't know where to turn or who to turn to. I really don't want to be put on antidepressants in case we would happen to get pregnant again. I am just having such a hard time. Is this normal? Does anyone else feel like this?