Makeup & Confidence

Ever since I was 12 years old, I had extremely bad acne. My parents never did anything about it until last year (I'm 18 now). My mom put me on Diane 35, which helps w acne, and my face has cleared up... However, I still have ugly dark marks / scars on my face because of my previous acne. I'm sooo insecure about my natural face and ever since I started wearing foundation, I've become more insecure about my face without makeup.
I NEVER leave the house without makeup and I never ever let my boyfriend see me without makeup. And I know some of you girls are gonna say stuff like "If you really loved him you'd let him see your real beauty and if he really loves you he'll love your flaws". But no. Makeup gives me so much confidence and it just makes me walk a little taller... If I had to go through last year without makeup I would not be as confident.
Does anyone else have this problem or is it just me?
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