Right that is it iv had enough

I'm fed up I went out an brought a clear blue digital. I'm fed up with trying to find lines that may or my not be there. And it came back....not pregnant. Now it's over with I'm just going to let this period be come and go. Won't be trying to conceive over the next 3 months as iv just had enough. I honestly don't no how ladies do this for years and that I respect.