After a lot of soul searching and many sleepless nights of thinking I am putting my TTC journey on hold. My life has been flipped around and emotionally I gotta pull myself together and my health is not stable enough. I think it's time to go back and work on myself. I know one day it will be my time to be a mother but right now I wouldn't be able to give a child what he/she deserves. Best of luck to everyone else.