Pregnant ! nervous!

Kiana

In August I had a chemical pregnancy. Its taken me til now to get another positive test! Ive got morning sickness and tender breasts! and I feel butterflies!

but Im so scared of losing this one too. I havent been to doctor yet and I have to wait on my insurance to set up an appointment for me to be seen, I got the first positive test monday so Im afraid to get excited so early. Does it get easier or am I gonna be scared for ever?