Update: can't find heart beat

My worst nightmare has came true. I don't know how, I don't know why. My baby is gone. I was induced to deliver her. I won't hear her cry, I won't feel her tiny fingers wrap around mine. I won't get to take her home and love her. I can't sleep, I can't think. I'm just numb, empty. God doesn't make mistakes, and I'm not supposed to question him but lord I'm just so lost. I need to feel your presence now more than ever because I can feel the darkness just taking over. I keep thinking that a miracle will happen and life will come back into my dear girls heart. I love you Naomi, I love you my baby girl. You will ALWAYS be my sweet beautiful angel. Thank you for those of you who sent prayers. God knows I need them.