The Day Has Come For Results

The day has finally came. I have been waiting for 2 weeks for this day. I lost my baby boy over 2 weeks ago because he had no heartbeat I was 19 weeks and he measured 17 weeks they were going to do an autopsy on him and the placenta to see what was the cause of his heart stopping since everything was going fine and there was no symptoms of anything that was going wrong. I am nervous to hear what they have to say and I hope that it was something that was out of my control because if it was something I did I will be really upset and I don't know if I'll be able to forgive myself