Bipolar moms ?

Ashley
Anyone diagnosed bipolar and struggling with their pregnancy? I was diagnosed at age 9 with type II rapid cycling bipolar and have been unmedicated since 19. Anyone medicated during pregnancy or just have ways of coping ? 
With my first son I struggled and ended up leveling out after his birth. My youngest I was fantastic, I felt better than I ever have. This pregnancy I am 8 weeks and have been severely depressed since finding out, even though it was planned and we really wanted a child.