*sigh* why do I even bother getting my hopes up.

It's 9.40 on a Saturday morning an I'd love nothing more than for my fiancé to get out of bed and make me breakfast like he promised, but once again he isn't going to. He also won't clean the bath like I asked him too or do the dishes for me after I cook. He won't have a shower with me or watch the shows I want, and he will ask me to come home from work early but instead of spending time with me he will just play Xbox. I know I also won't get the massages he promises or the cuddles on the couch I ask for. I understand that he works hard and is away for 2 weeks and only home for 1- but I'm also 31w pregnant and not doing well (complications with baby and my health) and he always promises to do these amazing things and just never does. I was so mad at him last week for fucking around online with other women and he made me feel so guilty that I can't even be mad at him. Instead he wants his cuddles and "tickles" and for me to just be nice to him. Today is already shit. Time to get up and make myself some toast.