Squirting: is it urine or not???

Let's just start off with saying I have a bladder the size of a five year old. So you can imagine my shock the first time I squirted. I'm am now much more mature and...seasoned I suppose you could say, but I still am wondering: when I squirt is it truly female ejaculate? Or urine? 
I've read tons of articles, done research, and conducted several "self observations". However, regardless if I use the restroom before or not, be it madturbation or sex, I am still squirting. 
Is my small bladder next level insane, or am I one of the few lucky ladies who doesn't have a hard time reaching the big "O"? I need to put my mind at rest!! 😱