Dunno wether to giggle or feel bad!

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I've tried explaining this to my parents, but they either look at me like I'm crazy, or just blame my SO on my change of heart cuz he's a Witch (even though I started doing my own faith searching before I met my SO and even though he made it extremely difficult for me to start learning about this path). 

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I recently posted on fb about how I'm going to become a first level priestess. I'm really excited about this! And then yesterday, I look in my mailbox to find a copy of The Ensign (a monthly LDS magazine) addressed to me. Apparently my mom bought me a subscription. 

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I'm not mad though - I've actually been needing magazine paper for various DIY projects (planning on making a spring wreath out of this one!). But now that I think about it more, I don't know wether to just go with it, or wether to feel bad about it. I know my parents worry about me, despite my best efforts to reason with them. And I just think if my mom found out I was tearing up this magazine and using it for art projects she'd be really sad! But if I don't use it for these things I'm just going to throw it away and that's a waste of good paper <__<;;; 

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I guess I'm mostly just ranting and kind of asking what I should do about this. . .