Hyperthyroidism

Desirae
I am so frustrated. Ive been ttc over a year and i have no baby yet and I'm not pregnant. I had a chemical pregnancy in October. I'm so sick of being "not pregnant " its ridiculous. Ive never been prescribed progesterone or anything to help me get pregnant but the last OB-gyn i saw referred me to a fertility clinic but my insurance doesn't cover it and i don't have that kind of money. Why would he not prescribe me progesterone like i asked or anything but refer me to an infertility clinic? Sometimes i feel like im being discriminated against because of my state insurance because they don't want me to get pregnant but i want nothing to do with being "not pregnant " and im mad. I want to get on WIC but i can't because my body wont cooperate and it causes tension in my relationship and hurts my self esteem i don't feel like a real women. Also i was robbed out of the experience of raising the children i have and i am 35 and i want one or two more. I went to my primary doctor and he thinks i may have hyperthyroidism. I follow this ap and have sex on my most fertile days so i don't understand why i continue to get my period every month month after month. Can the time come please where AF doesn't show and i get a BFP? This is ridiculous. At 21 i got pregnant first cycle trying. The thing is my cycle is regular 26 days maybe off one or two days. I think it could be hyperthyroidism or a hormone imbalance because i was under extreme stress in 2013 it could have messed with my body. Did anybody go through this ? Can you get pregnant at all without meds if you have hyperthyroidism? Also do you guys think progesterone will help me get pregnant? I did have a chemical pregnancy and i have symptoms of low progesterone. Since i am having no luck with getting a doctor to prescribe it my trans gender friend is taking hormones to become fully female said that she'll give me some of her progesterone. How do i use it properly to become pregnant fast. I don't care if it can cause me to have twins or triplets. Thats better than being "not pregnant ". Also has anybody used vitex and gotten pregnant after having issues like mine. Also i want to ask for prayers for God to please bless me with a child growing inside of me. Please pray for me. I get more and more upset the longer i stay not pregnant. I really would like to be pregnant by summertime please help