Late... And TTC

I am 4 days late. And I am never late, my boyfriend and I have been TTC for about two months now, so I decided it was time to take a test. My person thinks that I am and says that he sees the faint lines, when I don't. I tell him not to get his hopes up because it is hard for me to have a baby.. And every now and then I get upset knowing that I can't give him a child. 😕😔