I feel like my baby was chosen just for me.

My grandma passed away August 18 2015. She was my best friend and I loved her very much. Her passing was very hard on me and still is. My boyfriend and I were starting to think that we couldn't get pregnant. On December 7 2015 we found out we were pregnant. My baby is due August 7 2016 and I can't help but feel that my grandma had something to do with this. Like as soon as she got to heaven she picked out my baby and sent him/her down to me. I feel like my baby has been handpicked by my best friend. My grandma is making sure we are only feeling joy on the one year anniversary of her death. She's making sure I won't be sad. It tears me up that she will never know my little one in this world. But I like to think that she already met and sent the perfect baby to me.