Am I a bad person?

So my fiancé of 5 years, got into an argument and it really hurt my feelings... I've had sex with 6 guys, including him. Well, there was a 7th but I didn't count him, do you count a guy that you were pushing off of you crying telling them to stop? Actually, loudly telling them to stop?? When you walked home scared, balling calling your best friend?? My fucking bad I guess I'm a whore just wanted to forget what happened 9 years ago...... I can't help to feel like a slut compared to the 4 or 5 girls he slept with.... Why even argue about the past before we even knew each other? He literally will not talk to me and he went to bed.....