Scared about labour!

Im 32 weeks now and the closer it gets the more i just think oh shhhh!! Its got to come out!! Haha my first labour was awful...had to be induced at 12 days od, 2 days later after lots of drugs and pushing (with no success) i ended up going to theatre. They tried forceps but her head was too big to get them round it so had to have an emergency csection.

Terrified it might all happen again, but then i also cant imagine a baby actually coming out of my hooha 😂😂😂 any advice?! Stories? X