Lacrosse Boys

So I have a fetish for lacrosse boys and I've never told anyone about this so I'm gonna make it anon. My SO is on our schools lax team and its so attractive. But, one day after practice I went home with one of his hotter friends and we had sex. This went on with a different guy every single practice until the season ended. I was going to do the same thing again this season but my SO caught me at the second day of practice. But I figured out that I can shove a lax ball in my butt and I've had part of a lax stick in my vag. I'm just getting this off of my chest because it really bothers me.