Feeling fed up.

I'm not normally a negative person but I feel so alone right now. My oh is sat in the sofa watching tv. And I still feel down and stressed. This whole trying to get pregnant thing is so draining. And to top it off I don't even feel like my oh cares much. I'm driving myself crazy symptom spotting and whenever I even try to talk things through I get told I'm looking for things that aren't there. I had several very faint positive tests today and when I tried to show him the tests from r his opinion he dismissed it straight away. Saying there's no line. He wouldn't even look at it properly. He literally just glanced at it and was like. Can see nothing. And it makes me so mad😡😡😡