Thinking.

So me and my SO don't fight. He's just not really motivated for anything. He got fired in January and I just moved in with my grandmother last September to help out because she's building a house and my grandpa had a pretty bad stroke so she can't do the things she did. Well back to my SO...my grandmother is letting him stay at her house. And it's been about 3 months and he hasn't tried to get a job and we found out we were pregnant in mid January. (Happened before he got fired). 😐 If I would've known this I would've never had sex with him to get pregnant. Cause it's like he's not even trying and my grandma is on my ass constantly to stay on his ass. And I am cause it bothers me and she doesn't know that I'm pregnant yet because she would be HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY  disappointed even though I'm grown as hell..she doesn't want me to work cause she wants me there with her alllll the time helping.  No rude comments..just venting and asking for prayers mostly. Hopefully he'll get up and find a job or I'm going to have to kick him out. I've already warned him this week that grandma is tired of it. Maybe I should just be a single mom. I think I'd be a badass by myself. I always am.