I never thought i would have to do this

I just had a baby that's currently 4 months old and I just found out on Tuesday that I'm pregnant again. I wasn't on birth control but we were using condoms to prevent pregnancy. I can't go through another pregnancy because both of my pregnancies have been high risk. Preclampsia with my first and eclampsia with my second I tried to prevent it the second time but ended up having a seizure the day of my stress test.

A part of me doesn't want to do it. But a even bigger part of me is scared for my health I need to be here for my children. I feel like I will always regret not having my baby if I have an abortion. I just wish I wasn't in this predicament. My husband isn't very supportive he absolutely wants an abortion. I just don't know if I can go through with it. I'm so scared.