Vagina insecurity

My vagina lips are long. I have had them like that before I was sexually active. They make me feel like a hoe. Im really not I have only had sex 4 times in total in my life. Im really really insecure of them. And I feellike if my partners get disgusted by them and they make them think im a hoe. But there naturally lile that. And i dont like them 😧😧 Do you guys think rubbing your clit makes your lips bigger. I have been doing that since I was 12 and they turned out like. Im really insecure and embarrased by them.