So many emotions

I usually don't get my period due to unknown reasons. I've been to doctors and they don't know what's wrong. I just don't get my period. Anyways I recently started taking birth control because I wanted to try and regulate my period and because my boyfriend and I have lots of sex. Today was the first day of my placebo or "sugar pills" in my birth control pack and I must admit I've been pretty emotional all day, but there also is kind of a lot going on in my life rn. Anyways, my boyfriend just woke me up - even though he knows I have insomnia and it's hard and rare for me to get more than a few hours of sleep each night - to tell me he was going to shut off the movie I wasn't even watching and that he was going to meditate instead.