😣 something like a rant.

Currently 31+2 and my back pain has increased severely. I can't sit or lay down without my legs & feet going numb, standing I'm huntched. I'm 22 with two current babies 4th pregnancy in 3 years the one that didn't make it was a life threatening ectopic. 6 months after my first was born I was hit by a van as a pedestrian while at work. Now that herniated disc is really kicking my butt! I wish my life was glitz and glamour but unfortunately me and my spouse are going through our young struggle, especially financially. Not looking for work I got a job March 1st from a interview I did 7 months prior - such a blessing but I cannot perform any longer I can barely move and when I can it's the most uncomfortable thing. I'm very emotional, crying is my new thing. I feel as if I'm a disappointment to myself, my family and my children. Starting a new job at the end of a pregnancy, while also caring for a 3 and 1 year old + so much stress would take a toll on anyone with or without back pain.