Relief!

Is a feeling I want to write down hoping for a wise comment.

I sometimes get bored with masturbation, I wonder if when I start been sexually active it would be the same. I feel like I already know my body, wonder what somebody else could teach me.. if there would be things that could "help" other than what I already do.

Most friends around don't see so curious about their bodies like I am (or was before) is like they expect sex to be this big new thing when they finally do it and I am like "I don't think is going to be like WOW" don't doubt It will be good but at the same time.. what else can it be than what I already have felt?