After years of trying with my ex-husband and being told I most likely would never conceive without fertility drugs, I peed on a stick 2 days ago and it was positive immediately. Now I'm sitting in the ER, where I came cuz I was having light spotting, losing my miracle baby. I hadn't even told the father yet because I was waiting for confirmation from the doctor before turning his life upside down. I'm heartbroken, in so much pain, and don't know how to tell my mom, who was even more excited than I was I think.