So I've recently moved into a new place and have connected really well with my landlords son. His mother has two houses and goes back and forth from each house. Every time she leaves we have privacy. His mother knows that I've had unprotected sex. (Ugh). She saw a pregnancy test in my bathroom. She's suspicious of me and him. Anyway. I know this guy is a virgin (most likely) and he's new at all this. But I'm not. I've been really loose ever since I've moved to California and I've slept with a fair amount of people. I'm not 100% sure if I completely like this guy but it is growing and he's MY ROOMMATE and we don't hang out when his mom is home and it's just weird. If I end things with him, I'll get really upset. If I don't, I have to feel anxious all the time. Also I don't know if I'm ready for commitment. I'm done sleeping around but  I still have to get into nursing school and he's graduating from college in May 😭. I think I'm falling for him more and more.