3 weeks post partum. ... .

Telling my hubby NO SEX till 7 weeks or till I get my birth control in is so hard I've been really horrny tooo like omg but I cannot have another baby right at moment / I really don't want to go through the run downs on how many more c sections I can not have, I just had my 5th c section March 17th and I understand. But at same time I'm like blah even when they were trying to get me to get my tubes tied like no I don't want them tied I want more kids .... I feel bad that we did a quicky this am but I'm kinda of freaking out no condom but I'm pretty sure nothing went inside. vent over