Boy trouble

Mary • Vegan/Vegetarian. Cat lover.
I know it's late and everyone is probably sleeping. I'm just feeling a bit down because of many reasons but one of them being, that I'm falling in love with this guy. But I'm totally lost to what to do next like I'm the type of person who needs constant reassurance and  constant attention. I like getting sweet texts or spontaneous phone calls. He is a caring guy but ugh he is busy sometimes and I hate being the one sometimes doing all the effort. WHAT DO I DO?! Help 😓