16 and pregnant

Angel
I've recently found out I'm pregnant but I've also found out my boyfriend who is 18 is secretly having a relationship with my friend..he is in and out of police custody for drug use and just a bad person..I have no one else to talk to as my mum has abandoned me and I'm living with a dad who abandoned me as a child. 
would it make me a horrible person if I had an abortion and not telling anyone as I don't feel like I'm really ready especially in the circumstances that I'm in?

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