Touchy Subject. I need support. No hate please.

I'm not sure what's gonna happen when my baby's born. I'm so emotional. My due date is tomorrow. I found out I was pregnant after I lost my father in a car accident that I was in. My first pregnancy was easy & I had a lot of support from my mother. My baby was born healthy. When my son was 1 1/2 years old my mother passed away from prescription overdose. She introduced me into pills. I went through a really bad phase after my mom died. Losing both my parents by the age of 20 taken a toll on me. I took tylonel w/codeine on a daily basis because the car accident dislocated my hip and I have sciatica. I didn't take opioids.